17/07/2021
WHAT YOU CAN'T CHANGE, THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.
Sometimes we find ourselves in scenarios that cannot be changed and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
While in that state, it is very easy to live in guilt and never be what God has called you to be.
The devil knows both our weaknesses and strengths and therefore, there is no day he will use your strength but your weakness to bring you down.
Recently, I had an encounter that has left me asking, 'if only I knew'. May the Lord help me come to terms with it. Did I say in the past that God has given me a gift of descernment? Well, let me explain.
Sometime back I did a Bible Study on 'OMBI' Which means 'PRAYER'. By the end of the entire Bible Study that took me like 10 to 12 weeks which I am not precise on, I knew for sure that God has given me a gift of prophecy.
That is a debate for another day because, I can imagine what is going in people's minds like now. But that debate is not what brought me here. What brought me here is an experience that makes me want to understand why the Lord didn't speak to me as a Prophet so that I save a situation.
I have come to realize, God doesn't give us all the answers because both answers, YES and NO belong to him at any particular time. Therefore, His revelation purely depends on him. Sigh of relieve with my answer. 😃 But ...
I walked behind her. Veronica is a beautiful woman. I don't know her that much, but every time I saw her, she looked at me with admiration eyes. Those eyes spoke to me a lot. I felt that she had something deep to tell me, but she didn't know how to break the ice as we were just acquintancies. If only I knew what was troubling her heart, for sure I would have walked her through her pain.
Unfortunately, the unknown was kept as unknown as I could not face her to ask what was bothering her. Days passed and this particular day, as I was walking to work, I saw her Infront of me, 'and walked behind her.' This time round I had to see her in a better view as she was right Infront of me, unlike the other days when I saw her at a far and covered half way by a fense.
As a woman you would wonder why admire her figure that was beautifully presented infront of my eyes. She is a short girl with a very naive personality. If only she knew what I was doing behind her back she would have given me a warning that - I am making her uncomfortable with my unglued gesture as she tried to walk big steps to reach to her work place😆. Thank God, no human has a side mirror as she would have seen what I was doing behind her back. Thinking aloud in admiration! 🤣🤣🤣
My stare came to an end when she detoured and we parted ways. In my mind I was talking to myself admiring her figure bringing a thought in my mind that, "if this girl got pregnant, she would have no troubles getting a baby the normal way because of her body structure." Just imagine! If only she knew what I thought of her. "Surely the heart of man, only God can read." May be she would have hated me because, that would not have been a priority or her wish at that particular time. Well, as a woman, you wish every woman a gift of a baby because that relates to a woman and very fulfilling. So to me, that was a positive wish. Unfortunately, as I earlier mentioned, I don't think that would have been Veronica's wish because, three weeks later after my encounter, she was in hospital dying because she aborted.
What? 🥱😳😳😳 In shock the Lord reminded me of my admiration in relation to pregnancy that I was wishing her; something I can't explain why I thought so. 🥱 I wished, I joked with her so that I could break the ice for her to open up to me and share with me the pain she was going through with her unexpected pregnancy ❗
Was the Lord promting me so that I could help her make a better decision NOT to? I can't really tell why I didn't get the point then, but got to know about it after the bad ordeal on her.
It is unfortunate there is nothing she can can change about it, nor me, neither all those who know about the story. Of course there are mixed reactions about the story but we can't change ANYTHING about it.
My heart truly goes to her because I can't imagine what she is going through right now, and how this action will affect her in the future. This is a pain she will live with for the rest of her life.
My prayer is that she will be healed and restored, when she comes to her senses that she sinned against God. That, doesn't put her to a place of rejection and unforgiveness because, it will be purely her choice to seek forgiveness from her God and herself. I don't know where to place the man too, who is also to blame, but I know there is hope even in hopeless situations. The point is, who do we put our trust on?
Do you have someone who is hurting because they aborted or helped someone do so? Do not die alone. Reach out and I will walk with you.
Judgement belongs to God, I am just a vessel that God is using to reach out to the hurting.
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“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the good things of the land; but if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword.” For the mouth of the Lord has spoken.
Isaiah 1:18-20 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/isa.1.18-20.NIV
