20/05/2023
Hey all, hope your having a blessed weekend.
I'm not sure this is the end of Facebook monsters...
Whilst I have been resting and recovering from a beautiful wedding.
The very one & only Fee and Ricky.
What a special day.
Lessons with me as already said _ are hard learnt.
NO I AM NOT SUPERWOMAN!
This Christmas just gone, FND symptoms meant I was unfit to care for my daughter alone.
Dementia traits, Paralyse, Fits etc wracked what was a hard task to celebrate.
I decided that I needed something worth leaving to My family, once I get that call home.
Not for some time yet but the very thing that made me determined to gain control of my life.
I had it laid on my heart to felt a Nativity Scroll.
As usual, I entered with blind faith.
I say that so matter of fact...
The truth is, when starting this scroll. I didn't have a sense of direction at all.
I also, couldn't have imagined the past haunts, bitter hurts and vulnerable nightmares I've had to process.
A short time into learning this new craft.
I felt led to make it the Majestic Nativity Scene.
Whilst learning felting, I was also putting my body under one hell of a growling time as I demanded my Legs to move.
I have Spondylitis of the lower spine which greatly been impacted by the way that my body has tries to bend, move function at all.
This has proven to be difficult when facing the reality of the scars that have been left behind.
Lifelong Trauma plays hovic with anyone's peace!
It is hard to trust when chaos is on-going.
Addiction, self harm, many forms of abuse tint what love is...
You see some are blessed enough not to have experienced Trauma.
Others know nothing but it.
It makes it extremely difficult when trying to live a respectable life.
Especially when the individual usually in the firing line has No Idea what Respect is.
I never expected the scroll to elvove into what you see now.
I just wanted to let you all know, whilst I haven't been posting.
That I have been praying, seeking, cleansing.
I stated when we launched RRR.
That I would never ask anyone to do something that I haven't already done.
God knows getting hold of anyone including my nearest and dearest, has been a mission in itself.
(I will be returning calls, messengers etc ASAP.
Please be aware I'm doing ny best to get this rectified).
Setting up a business of any kind is tough.
This business belongs to the Trinity.
I'm just a Pastor trying my best to help heal the broken hearted.
Here's Majestic Night - Beautiful Trauma.
I understand that this may impact those still facing the realities of Trauma.
Please don't suffer alone.
Reach out to us or anyone.
No one should be 41 before tasting what Full Freedom in Christ feels like.
To say that I am humbled is an understatement that even with faults that God's Love is Sufficient.
Don't ever think your too far gone, to be saved.
Know what True Acceptance is.
Or to, Reflect - Realign - Restore
Love and blessings All
Pastor H ###
