23/09/2026
When the Hasidic master Reb Zusyah lay dying, his students tried to comfort him by insisting he had been nearly as righteous as Abraham and almost as wise as Moses.
Zusyah simply shook his head and wept. He was not afraid of heaven asking why he had failed to be Moses. The question that terrified him was entirely different:
"Zusyah, why were you not Zusyah?"
Too many of us spend our lives reading lines from a script written by someone else, making ourselves small to keep the peace, or hiding our doubts because we think faith ought to look tidy. We confuse polite acceptance with genuine community. But belonging that demands you shrink is merely a cage with soft walls.
When the Shofar sounds its final blast at Neilah, it is through a cracked, imperfect horn, an unpolished call to stop living a borrowed life and risk being seen as who you truly are.
The live recording of my Neilah sermon, Why Are You Not Yourself?, is now available to watch: